wow its been nearly 1 year since my last entry "Oct 25 2007" well, allot has happened in the last year.. Ive met allot of really good and really BAD people, Ive lost many friends, some close, some not due to various reasons..Ive also learned about myself..why my life is as completely fucked as it is, I've come to realize the extent of how badly I was raped of my education and how many other people probably have gone through the same thing, which is really really sad.. I live in Canada where everyone is supposed to get an equal chance at life and everyone is supposed to be treated the same, its what Canada stands for right? Compassion. So my counselor suggested that I write a letter to one of the larger newspapers across the country and have them publish my story, and see what it sparks up.. quite possibly it could even lead to a lawsuit against the board of education, and if not that.. the very least it would do is generate a few responses. because I'm sure that there are many other people like me who were labeled in school and raped of their education, placed in these "special classes" and pulled out from normal schooling, singled out and ridiculed because of it by classmates. Another thing that's really been bothering me lately is women, women women women! I just cannot understand them, Either that or I just know all the wrong ones.. they lie, they steal, they cheat, they play games...games of all things piss me right off, and because of that a couple of my friends who are girls.. are now no longer my friends, I just cant believe that someone could play games with one of their close friends and lie to them and completely play them...don't get me wrong I've met alot of great women too..and the one I respect the most is my friend Jill who I almost lost for other reasons, shes headstrong - doesn't play games or fuck around and isn't afraid to tell me off, Jill I /salute you. ofcourse, I highly respect other people, and you know who you are "I dont befriend just anyone" but alas I need a cigarette, I need to get level 70 defense in runescape "Ugh!" and...I need some cold ravioli, so peace out man to all my friends and everyone else... oh, and peace out to the journal.